
What I'm doing, destroying my teeth while studying. That's why people I was talking to on MSN would describe me as "high".(Note the copious amount of notes I have taken down)

Bored, "my" room which I will have to vacate soon.
It seems in the absence of my own laptop I have taken unto blogging as a sort of release, a way to vent how I'm feeling right now and how damn friggin bored I am without my own laptop. No worries, only a week to go before I get my adapter back.
Anyway in the midst of studying I ventured off-topic and decided to revisit some of my old friends whom I've seem to lost contact. One of them was Yong Kai. Dude hit me back with a message ASAP.
Looking back on what I've done, my secondary school years, my poly years, could I have done better? Yes. Would I have done better? No. I'm really not cut out for this studying bullshit. I'm more of a hands on person you know, I learn through experience, not from books. I don't perform in exams but when my hands are tied behind my back I almost never fail to complete a task, that is just how I am, put me out in the field and I'll survive, I'll more than survive, I'll excel.
Talking about my secondary school years, I know, I'm sure, I'm certain, that everyone's bored of me yammering on about secondary school, I talk about it every other day. I can't help it, it was the best time of my life. Nothing beats the times where a group of us would bully Wei Yang(I really do regret it though, mate, still was pretty damn fun LOL), playing football even though the sun was about 30+ degrees after school, turning up late for class. Heck all the tantrums I threw when it was 5 periods with Mdm Shahnaaz. I remember them clearly as if it were yesterday.
That's the problem, it wasn't yesterday, it was 3-4 damn years ago and I'm still brooding over it. Why can't I let go of those years? Its not that bad here in poly. I have two cliques I'm pretty happy with (Chong, Jason, and co. and Nick, Sherwin, JJ,JQ and co), they're all great people, but I'm missing something, and I have no idea what.
Sigh, anyway, time to study.